Nobody ever reads this, or at least that is what I think, that nobody ever reads this... so it helps me to feel free to write every hope, every thought and every dream I have inside my head.
Yesterday I had an upcoming memory of a person who is no longer in my life, my grandmother, who I loved truly and loved me back. I know now of love because of her. how strange is that? to learn love and consideration from an old person, when you should be learning it from... dunno your bf perhaps? or your parents? I guess they all are as lost as you are at some point.
Today, around midnigt (its past 2 am right now) I thought of you... someone I shared the passion for pictures and cameras so deeply and kindly as I have never done it with anybody else.
I ve moved on, so have you I hope, didn´t work out between us because perhaps it wasn´t meant to be. Not that I don´t regret it but whats regret has to do with it when you can´t change faith?
So, my heart brought you back just for a second... it was not the first time it did that, it certainly won´t be the last, I don´t dare to ask why it does that, I just let it be.
It´s hard not to know about your life, your emotional state, your issues, everything but I resigned to all that when I said "goodbye"
is it ok if I say that I still care for you? in a human way... cause we are all humans